I’m solo parenting right now and very overwhelmed

I don’t know where else to post… I have a one year old and I’m completely overwhelmed. I’ve been crying almost non stop for the last 24 hours.

Ive been solo parenting for the last 8 days as my partner is a wildland fire fighter. He may be away another week or two. I recently moved to a new country 3 months ago for the fire season so that my partner could work. We’ve been apart plenty pre baby and apart twice for 10 days post birth of baby but this time is feeling really tough.

My grandad died last week and I think that the grief is surfacing. Tomorrow is my daughters first birthday party and 80% of the people coming are my partners friends and family. I have no idea how to get everything done when my body and mind are telling me to just stop and slow down.

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